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11:28 a.m. - 22nd June-6th July 04 All the way there Ads saying I need to be friends with you....he can't stand it...your b'day his b'day the last two weeks ...why oh why? I aint your mom am I???? Why should I make up? You never do I text you from airport....you responded, I text you again you ignored...I hate that airport wait, all alone. Arrived before S & K they were arriving from N airport 4hours later, I text you four more times, DRUNK...you ignored...I was hurting WHY????? I now feel sooooooooo bunny boiling. Next day one last text..you responded cooooooool. Fuck ya, it's too much.. Great holiday, although many crisis for A, P playing up, N in tatters week two, leaving wife...affair with D (thought so) not going to Oz...all mad. A moaning about boy but met up with him and M, they were saying I'd be at work 6th even though not due back till 7th....Fantastic to see S & K, Lanzarote wonderful and warm.. Looked at a couple of apartments for sale, cried a little as this is such a lovely place...warm, no one to hurt me, the beach was gorgeous, no games no stress, no hurt no anything bad. I felt relaxed....met a boy...who was sweet, 34 from Glasgow...very young,but lots of fun, we had a laugh, went for a couple of meals, he was outgoing and funny, nowt happened...he was just a really intelligent, fun person to be around, thoughtful and kind, warm and friendly. He was on hols with 19 mates we had a laugh. Swimming in the sea, eating out, having a drink...he was a Celtic supporter...same as my dad....He's invited me to visit, gave me his no, K & S met on hols, but I don't believe in all that stuff, it was just another fun person...uncomplicated fun, relaxed and warm, with great conversation.
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