6:09 p.m. - 26th November 03
Tarots, J going going gone, Fun to be had
Was desperate to write yesterday, whilst everything was still fresh as a daisy in my mind..BUT... could I get the computer to work, could I heck?
Still what has happened??? Went out Monday night, supposed to be 20.30, but with A, driving it was 21.10 before we got there...you looked great all happy and smily, you'd bin to the gym...hoorah. Mi, was out and Ma arrived shortly after us, we even got OUR seats. It's not the same in our favourite pub now, as Paul the manager has gone travelling, the surroundings are still great but P is missing.
We had a lovely evening, all laughy and jokey together, until towards the end when Ma got on his soap box a little...he's due on his next tour of duty soon and away for six months, think it's starting to get to him a little, must miss the family so much...his mom is SOOO nice and he adores his grandparents. You even mocked Ma for his soap box stuff.
Tuesday you were off, but we had an on and off texty sort of day, they were back to fun texts, you know the ones all points scoring over words...agog, aghast and sorry...as well as apology, yes and no. Don't wanna delete them they are funny.
The devil and I went to the solicitors to sign the house to be sold, hopefully not long now.
J and N have a moving date ...5th Dec, J is delighted, decided she ain't gonna divorce my bruv just yet!!!!! They are so in love after 15 years together...I love their love and intimacy it's fantastic.
Didn't see A yesterday, except at the gym, spoke to her late last night when she phoned. Today she is away all day escorting, it's kinda strange when she ain't around.
I went for a drink with I,I,I, me, me, me ...it was alright, I know she drives you and A nutty, but actually she just wants to be like everyone else and has her own difficulties too.
You were in this morning earlyish, said you didn't see J in the end, hence you procrastinated and now you are stressed to death....took the piss blind, you are meeting her tonight at 18.30, as you were gonna do it by text, phone...not fair young man. If you have chosen to be grown up enough to sleep with someone, at least say face to face it's over....for goodness sake.
Had word games today, dictionary at hand of course, procrastination and passivity debated to death...no real arguement about procrastination, but you find passivity hard to accept....hmmmm needs more debate.
I'm off to the pictures with E, not a great fan of the cinema, have a habit of dozing off...concentration with regards TV etc pretty poor...still, E is good fun and we don't get out together that often.
On the other hand, I could be in your position, which I'd hate, at least E, is good fun to be with and the film we are going to see is supposed to be funny...bit of a chick type flick.
Spoke to M last night too, she was really pleased with her tarot reading, she feels more settled inside, I think they are a bit rubbish myself at times, but then how did this woman get that I'm into music and books? How did she know me and the devil were seperating? How did she know about Flossie and her personality? How did she know I was buying an old house after living in a new house? How did she know I would be moving into town....bizarre. Perhaps there is more to it than the power of suggestion, I know A swears by it!!! Surprise surprise.
