9:26 p.m. - 1st-8th August 04
A horid week...me and boy over
1st....stressy day, drove and drove and then drove some more. Out ALLLLLLLL day just driving and thinking, thinking and driving. Should I stay or should I go??? What's to stay for? But then why too should I run away?
Out for a drink with A and NI-S...got drunk as a skunk...hangover...vowed not to go to work.....but as ever I did.
2nd Dreading seeing boy...those texts from San & Liz...he arrived I left...we did lunch...he asked.
A phoned made allegations that boy forced himself upon NIS, my head went pop, bang and fucked
3rd Told boy, he stompped...saw J&S....feel STRESSSED.
4th Spoke to NIS, aint the case
5th Boy odd
6th Boy trailing and odd...his sis txt........ odd
7th Ads a sweety...wants to cuddle me ALLLLLLLLLLL night. I wanna be cuddled too.
8th ALLLLLL new undies, boy ignoring texts......NIS leaving for NI 17th PLEASE DON'T GO SWEET GAL
