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6:41 p.m. - 13th September 05 Me, I have a horrid cough that's driving me nuts....but had a whole decent nights sleep last night, which is worth writing about as it's a rare thing nowadays and God do I miss that sleep thing! Him, well HE....OMNIPOTENT (I wish I didn't give a shite) he has followed and trailed, I've avoided....like the plague!! And now I hurt. IS spoke to me Sunday, re night out Friday....she says I aint mad but that he is barking....but today I know I was. I aint hurting, but do feel used at times, great to entertain etc at work...nagged when peeps want hols etc, then I'm out of their head till the next time and IS is doing that at the moment...so is E and HIM!! I let peeps, but how do I change it??? FFS, moving is an option I suppose, but why? Then again why not...intermittent reinforcement is how he is doing it now!!
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